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20 April 2008 @ 12:06 pm
Continued from Here

Oh good lord, this is just so humiliating. They already think I'm some sort of china doll which needs to be protected at all times. I'm sure this doesn't make them think they're wrong. Hell, they probably had that little idea confirmed when I told them about-- about what happened to me. Things really went down-hill from there and I'm once again only making it worse.

But this time I can't help it. Try as I might, I can't seem to be able to breathe. I can't seem to be able to stop breaking out in cold sweat, can't seem to stop my stomach from fluttering wildly, can't seem to stop being afraid. I'm afraid of flying and it's *stupid* and *embarrassing* and... I don't want to go to Hawaii!

But my legs have given out and the only one keeping me up and keeps from tumbling head first down that flight of stairs is Angel. The moment his arms come around me, I feel this brief surge of security and protection before the panic chases it away again.

"I-I-I..." keep stammering, nothing sensible coming out while trying to pull gasps of air into my lungs as well. It's not really working. The world is blurry, voices come from far, far away and I'm not sure what's going on any longer. Angel's talking, Cordy's babbling about beautiful things to see in Hawaii and I don't really care.

"But..." I rasp out, still trying to stand and to breathe. Failing miserably at both. Not even picturing Angel in a pair of trunks or Cordelia in a nice bikini seems to be doing the tricks. Though why I'm asking about "color...full...birds?" when pretty things are mentioned, I've no idea.
Current Mood: scaredscared
Wesley Wyndam-Pryce: Wes sulk s2watcher_pryce on May 12th, 2008 08:33 am (UTC)
Turbulence my arse! We're going to crash! We're going to fall into the ocean! And if we haven't all gone up in a fiery ball then we're going to drown! And get eaten by sharks! We're going to *die*! I just know it. Planes are not supposed to be making sounds like those! "Crash," I whisper hoarsely, "We're going to crash!"

I don't even notice Cordy taking away my glass with whatever's left of the water. Nor do I notice the demon stewardess rushing toward us. Hell, I barely even notice Angel dabbing away the water at a place he's not supposed to when there are other people around. I'm to busy trying to breathe, trying to find a way out of here and cursing all three of them for not giving me that bloody hammer.

Thoughts start to stutter when two hands grab my face and I'm looking into very stern brown ones. Those could be Cordy's, but I know Angel's. It's astounding how often those two can wear the same look. My mind comes to a screeching halt when soft lips crush over mine and then I'm just... thinking of nothing but getting kissed. For as long as it lasts. And a few moments after.

I'm looking at Angel hazily, more so then usually after he's kissed me. That's strange. Either he's getting even better at it - good lord - or something else is going on. Dazed eyes follow him while he leans over me to... kiss Cordelia. Which is a really pretty sight and I really want to watch it. Lets not even start about that wonderful feeling of Angel's hand where it's currently at.

But my eyes are starting to feel very, very heavy. To the point where I can barely keep them open any longer. That's... is that normal? Air pressure? I've no idea. All I'm aware of is the groan of disappointment getting uttered when I feel myself slump down and everything around me vanishes. Just sleep. And a nice feeling of Angel's hands on me, and Cordy's hands on me. And sleep. Lots of sleep.
Keep Me: ang curious_keep_me on May 16th, 2008 01:55 am (UTC)
Cordy looks surprised - not to mention Wes - when I lean over to give her a kiss too. A kiss that's nice and sweet. Comforting too after all of Wes' little outbursts. Boy, he can get kind of high-strung. Not a bad thing - phobias are like that - but it would be hard to deal with that all the time, I think as I feel him relax next to us.

I try not to let our kiss get too out of hand, but it does feel nice having Cordy's smooth fingers sliding through my hair. There's a groan next to us, a soft one, and I hope that Wes is enjoying the show, because I know I did when it was Wes and Cordy. Not to mention the participating.

When we part though, Wes is fast asleep. Huh. That's funny. I guess those new pills worked. Unlike the first ones. Either that or Wes really wore himself out. "Looks like we got him knocked out," I smile at her, sitting back in my seat, but finding Cordy's hand to hold in Wes' lap sort of. Resting on his thigh anyway. Oh, well the flight attendant has already seen an eyeful as it is.

"Mind if I nap?" I ask, looking over at her with a soft smile. I hope our vacation is actually relaxing. I guess Cordy was right. We could use it. For some reason, all those problems with Cordy and I seem far away. Funny how things seem easy when Wes is around. I guess we still have things to work out. I'll have to try not to be biased, and just let Cordy...do her Cordy thing. Except when it comes to the company card. Yeah, no way there.
Cordelia Chase: Peaceful smilequeen_cordette on May 16th, 2008 04:27 am (UTC)
By the time we pull back, I'm kind of a little dazed. Angel's kisses will do that to you. Just look at Wes, even when he's in full panic mode those kisses calmed him down. Got him with the hazy. Not that I needed calming down but they're nice to get anyway. Reminds me that there is an Angel and I too. A rocky one, granted, but there is an Angel an I. Still. Yet. Hopefully in the future.

So yeah, I blame the dazed feeling for missing what Angel's saying at first. When his words do filter through my first thought is that Wes got himself a damn hammer while we were busy. "What? He got a hammer," I mutter, wide eyes glancing over at Wes in a hurry.

No big ass bruise on his face, what you'd expect with a hammer. Oh. Oh *wait*. The friggen pills finally work. Now all we can hope for is that those stupid pills don't clash with the pills that are *supposed* to calm him down. That'd be of the bad. That'd be a not good start of our vacation. And boy do all of us need this vacation with as stressy as we've been.

"What?" I murmur, having to drag my eyes away from looking at Wes when he sleeps. He's so cute when he sleeps. Mouth slightly open, breathing in softly, glasses slipping down his nose and those ridiculous long eyelashes fanning over his cheek. The guy would make lots of girls jealous with lashes like that. I know I am!

Oh wait. Angel wants to take a nap. "Naw it's fine," I assure him, reaching up to gently pluck Wes' glasses from his face. Folding them up carefully, I wrap them in a tissue - so the lenses don't get scratched - and put them in my purse. Without them Wes looks even more vulnerable then he already did. Good thing he's sleeping.

"I'll wake you up when we get there," I tell Angel, waving at Wes as I go on, "cause I think sleeping beauty there is still gonna be with the sleeping." I'll talk to the flight attendant, get us a wheelchair. It'll be relaxed getting to our vaca home without the Wes panicking.

Grinning at the thought, I put my purse back down, slip my hand back into Angel's and lay it back down on Wes' thigh. My boys. When they're asleep? I'm not, cause someone's gonna have to watch over them. And hey, I can read the latest glossy magazine with one hand only. You learn a trick or two growing up the way I did.